Welcome to the Writer, Imposter community!
Here we gather to discuss the process of indie writing, publishing, and getting over the existential and psychological dread associated. Additionally, we will provide early access to videos and merchandise to community members of all levels.
Phew.
I'm happy I got that out in a single breath. Here it is again, a little less formally: This is a place for writers to freak out about writing. And whenever we make something new, our Locals community will get some special treatment.
So, I'm a writer ... a fat, old, white, male writer. We're a dime a dozen. I'm also someone who has dealt with poor reading skills and low self-esteem for looks at watch much of his life. Despite my English/Reading elementary school learning experiences being somewhat ... remedial, in high school I found out people actually wrote books that I enjoy reading, mainly stories with dragons in them that weren't ancient mythologies I'd already read a dozen times. I fell in love with reading at 14 and strangely enough my grades in English went from low Cs and Ds to high Bs and As. My senior year English teacher even asked me to edit the graduation speeches given by the four student speakers. (That's content editing, not line editing. I still suffer exceptionally with spelling issues and dozens of punctuation rules. I continue to learn and relearn much of these rules, but I have to give a huge "Thank You!!" to my editors. And spellcheck? You're the real MVP!)
It was also at that time in my life when I started falling in love with creating my own stories. When it came time to choose a college major, I asked the brother of a friend if he thought I would do well as an English major. He bluntly laughed in my face. Considering he had an English degree, it set me off that path. While for years I fumed over that injustice, it was probably for the best considering who I was at that point. The dream never really died, however. Now that I'm older, it's time to get back at the dream. With my return, something new crept into my psyche: Imposter Syndrome.
It's stupid.
It's irrational.
It's purely emotional.
But OMG is it real.
I can't be the only one going through this, so why not create an entire community of people who can support me ... umm ... support each other?
So what does this mean for you, the "Imposter in Consideration?" Well for one, you can provide me with the emotional support I so badly need. But also I hope to be able to provide for you at a bare minimum some entertainment in the form of cringeworthy oversharing and new examples of procrastination.
In all seriousness, I want to help other people through what I have found to be some of the most difficult parts of becoming a writer. I know I'm not unique in my experiences, but I hope that I can bring to the world something more than I have taken from it. Additionally, I know that there are those who have even more to give, if only they could find a place to do it. To those ends and so many more that I can only gesticulate wildly to describe, I formed this community.
I want to keep much of the community open for everyone, but there are those that wish to support me monetarily. For those that wish to go above and beyond, I want to provide early access to new content and potentially exclusive discounts on merchandise.
If you feel like an Imposter but you also need someplace where that's not a crime, join us here at Writer, Imposter.
tl;dr - I'm a verbose writer with issues. If you have issues too, let's help each other out.
OK, everyone. Take off your impostor masks and relax for the few minutes it takes to read this.
Despite writing next to nothing in the past many months, I do have a writer's group. We have five regular members and meet once a month to share the joys and (mostly) pains of the writing process. I always leave each meeting with a renewed purpose and a little something extra.
Of the little something extras, I've most recently discovered Becca Syme of the Quitcast YouTube channel. Becca is a "Gallup-Certified Strengths coach, author coach, and nonfiction author". Her books include titles such as "Dear Author, You Need to Quit", "Dear Writer, Are You in Burn Out?", and "Dear Writer, Are You Intuitive?".
I watched many of Becca's videos on YouTube, and she has this really annoying but uplifting saying that I felt compelled to share: "Impostors do not get Imposter Syndrome".
Well ... shit. There goes my entire identity as a writer, which is why I find that somewhat annoying. BUT one of my greatest ...
I've had my head stuck in the sand for the last several months. Life's been not-bad, but I have to admit, I've had a negative drive to do anything, but I feel like I'm coming out of that now.
Currently the family and I are in Mississippi due to a death in the family. My wife's father passed away this past weekend after his health had been in decline for the past couple years. He was a man of strength, and his presence will be felt and missed.
I'm working on a short story and getting back to work on book two of Charlotte. The itch is returning, and I'm ready to begin the discipline once more.
Later folks!
~Joe
Hey folks.
I'm back.
I'm researching the 100 Days when Napoleon had escaped Elba and returned to power in France. On this website: The Last Stand, Napoleon's 100 Days in 100 Objects, I found the following (https://100days.eu/items/show/48) which made me laugh. I thought I would share with you.
The Duchesse d’Angoulême
Contributed by: Thomas Stammers
Eldest daughter and only surviving child of Louis XVI and Marie-Antoinette, Marie-Thérèse, duchesse d’Angoulême, led a spirited opposition to Napoleon during the 100 Days. She had gone to Bordeaux at the start of March expecting to celebrate the first anniversary of Wellington’s capture of the port, but swung into action as the crisis unfolded.
Despite reports that Napoleon’s ally General Clauzel was closing in on Bordeaux, she steadfastly refused to flee and instead tried to rally the troops to the Bourbon cause. After constant pressure, she finally agreed to leave the port on 2nd April, accepting that to stay any longer ...